I MISS IT SO FUCKING MUCH…
I MISS THE ANXIETY OF WAITING FOR THE TICKETS TO GO ON SALE.
I MISS ALL THE COMPLAINING ABOUT THE TIME IN BETWEEN NOW AND THE SHOW.
I MISS THE EXCITEMENT OF WAITING FOR THAT NIGHT.
I MISS THE ANTICIPATION OF THE UNKNOWN OF THAT EVENING.
I MISS NOT KNOWING WHAT’S JARED GOING TO WEAR.
I MISS THE FEELING THAT I GET WHEN I’M IN THE SAME ROOM AS EVERYONE.
I MISS FEELING ALIVE
I MISS THE FEELING OF FITTING IN
I MISS TALKING TO THEM
I MISS IT ALL SO FUCKING MUCH.